Wishful morning..!

She-You know it is going to be a new day in sometime.
He-Yes i know.
Caressing her back,he sighed sweetly.As he pressed his lips softly on her forehead.She smiled while her eyes remain closed.He checked the time and hugged her more tightly.The blanket covered them both in the rosy winter dawn.As there warm skin touched each other,the cold was not at all felt.
He-Good morning..
She-Good morning..
He-Open your eyes for me.
As she opened her eyes.She gave a leisurely smile to him which was returned full fledged.
She-I want to spend rest of my life with you.Rise each morning to this wish and feeling of being with you.
He-Your wish my command darling.Even i am waiting for that time to begin...

Broken..

She-I love you so much it almost pains me.Why won't you answer me dammit?Are you even listening to me?
She heard silence from the other side of the reciever.
He-What do you want to hear from me?
She-Did you touch her?
He-Yes i did.
She-Hugged each other?
She holds her breathe.
He-Yes.
She-You kissed her?She wanted you to?You wanted to?
He-Why are you asking this?Please stop.
She-No.I want to know all about it.
He-Yes...Yes I wanted to kiss her.
She-You were with her all night.Weren't you?
He-Yes I was.
She-Did she crawl next to you naked and asking for it?
He-Asking for what?
She-Asking to loose it to her.
He-Loose what?
She-Your virginity.
He-Yes she did.
She-You gave in?
He-I...ah..Why are you asking me all this.It is paining you so much already then why all this?
She-I want to know please because anyway it would kill me from inside to just assume things.
He-Yes I lost my virgnity to her.
She-You..y..you..agreed just like that?..Howw..
She breaks into sobs.
He-Shhh...I didn't me..mean..t..too..
She-You did not mean to?You did not mean to have sex you are telling me.
He-I did not want you to feel this way.
She-This is still going fine.Now answer this to me.This is the last one.Do you love her?
He-Yes I do.
And she can't think anymore.As her heart breaks into pieces which she is unsure of being ever able to gather and mend back.A pained yelp escapes her lips as she bursts into a painful cry.He just listens helpless..cause niether he had words to soothe her and nor was he there present physically..

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Before destination reach.

I have been really lazy and not updated this blog of mine for a longtime.So updating with a conversation.

C-Which direction do we have to go?

A-Just wait we told him when we board the auto.

She starts giggling watching him all drenched in sweat

A-You want this?(showing the napkin she held in her hands)

He eagerly grabbed it, wiping the sweat of his face and neck.He glanced at his watch, nudging her.She saw what he wanted to make her see and smiled at him.

C-We are on time right?

A-No we are half an hour late.But never mind they will be waiting for us only.

Autowala-Aa gaya.(We have arrived)

C-Kitne huay bhaiya?(How much money do we have to pay?)

Autowala-Tees rupay.(Thirty rupees)

A-Ye lo bhaiya(Take this )(shoving a 50 rupees note in his hands)

C-Nahi uske paise wapas do ye lo tees rupay.(No.Give her money back and take this 30 rupee)

Pouting she takes back the money.Entering the gate..

C-Chal daude(Lets run)

A-Nahi woh intezar kar lenge aur maine heels bhi toh pehni hain.(No.They will wait, moreover i have worn heels)

He starts laughing.And they make way towards their destination.

Only time will tell..

Aleona-Have you ever felt the wish to go away from this world?

Sid-Yes.A lot many times but those days were different.Now i am a changed man and i know what should i do when i seem to dislike being in the world.

Aleona-I guess that would take a hell lot of time from my side.

Sid-How is your boy-friend?

Aleona-Don't say that,he is not my boy-friend.

Sid-Okay fine.Then how is your guy?

Aleona-Better! he is doing good as of now but yeah fluctuating because he wants something new in his life.

Sid-New? what is that suppose to mean?
Aleona-He wants to change where he is living.

Sid-Oh! I get that.So are you not going to ask him?

Aleona-What?

Sid-That he loves you or not?

Aleona-I have tried once i guess but i wasn't able to get any straight reply so i didn't try after that.May be will try sometime.And yes then i will let you know.

Sid-What can i say about you.Can you live without him? You know if he goes away.

Aleona-I have never thought about it but if he is happy then i guess i won't have any problem.

The conversation is over and Sid is back to what he was doing and Aleona starts thinking about what she said some moments ago.

Whom am i lying to?Myself? I know i cannot be without him it is i who needs him and not the other way around.Even a week seems ages if i don't talk to him.But i guess i don't know what will i do when he leaves.Maybe I will just find someone or something.And if i don't then only time will tell...

-Unknown wanderer

Coffee stained love letter..

Through a half awake mind a girl writes to her love who has been away for quite a while from her.She waits patiently reviving and replaying the memories of him and her..


Dear My Love,
                  I had been there without you for such long gaps but everytime you go away my craving grows intenser to meet you back.The warm cup of coffee mug,the sound of dropping water from tap,echos of silence,a hushing whisper,a low tone talking and et al makes our fond memories.They ring up my soul everytime i think,feel or muse about it.You have been the best pacifier and best pain giver.Harboring two uniquely different talents of course thats you.I had been in front of you quite a handful of times but the thing is i somehow loose half my voice when i am with you.You make me feel that you would understand my silence and you just want to make it extra obvious when you want me to be vocal about my feelings for you.Your embrace it's just magic and your kiss it's pure ecstasy followed by a prolonged wave of blissfulness.Once in a while when you make me feel wanted for you i feel so happy.Hearing your voice after ten days feels like an era bygone.When in the night i watch the moon and a star residing happily by it going away from it,it makes me nervous and afraid that it would take so long for the star to come back to the moon once more.But yes i know the invisible chord of connect and sparkle between them never fails to reprise and surprise their relation.It's undefined but yet defined,complicated yet simple,charismatic yet boring and fulfilling yet incomplete.As i submerge in the beautiful moments shared by we i realize i have to go buy a stamp to post this to you,seal it with packets of unending love.And the hot coffee pours down staining the perfectly white paper i was writing on ,i let it soak in it's flavor and color.It makes it beautiful,stained and perfect.The tree in front of me has grown pretty big as the last time i saw it it looked smaller while talking with you,lots of tiny fireflies have decorated themselves on this tree.Your fragrance is wafting in the air i can feel it entering all through me.And as i close my eyes and lie down on the terrace i can see you smile and i can feel you hugging me..


Yours forever..